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Just now have a chat with that friend...
Felt that maybe we are not meant to be friend from start...
I really dunno the friend...
Even after more than a year...
He is such a selfish friend...
All he is always thinking is "I... I... I.... I..."...
Never be "You..."...
Know this from the very start...
It doesn't worth it to be sad and cry cause of that friend...
But I really feel sad to say the truth as I really treat 'him' as friend...
I am such an idiot to be sad because of that kind of friend...
Don't know how to bring himself...
He will never get any true friends...
He don't ever treasure what you had done...
Now that the thing has come to a decision...
There is no need to think much about it anymore...
Moreover, it's not worth it for a friend with no feelings...
The end is a hard thing...
The end may also be a new beginning...
A new beginning for me too...
Thanks to the the friend that I get this experience...
It has change my view on 'friends'...
But I still want to belive it...
Only to be more carefull next time...
Hope to get a better friend...~~