RIP Yasmin Ahmad

It is a shocking truth...
Life is just so unpredictable...
People around us just leave without fail in the most unpredictable time...
Just weeks after the death of one of the world's greatest entertainer, Michael Jackson...
Yesterday, Malaysia very own Great Director Yasmin Ahmad passed away...
The award wining director famed for the advertisements and films true to Malaysia...
It makes the country fly high in the film industries and be known throughout the world...
Today, I spent some time reading through her blog, the story teller (http://yasminthefilmmaker.blogspot.com/)...
I have not read her blog before, but today...
From her blog, I can feel that she is true to herself and to everyone...
Showing people what she really feels...
Not really many people can do that...
It's a great loss that a great director had passed away...
She has two films that are in schedule...
And much more after that...
But from now on, there will be no chance to see new works from her again...
May her rest in peace...
Condolences to her family...
T.T

*P/S: Life may be uncertain and unpredicatble, do care more about the love ones around you...

22072009 0300...

Just now have a chat with that friend...
Felt that maybe we are not meant to be friend from start...
I really dunno the friend...
Even after more than a year...
He is such a selfish friend...
All he is always thinking is "I... I... I.... I..."...
Never be "You..."...
Know this from the very start...
It doesn't worth it to be sad and cry cause of that friend...
But I really feel sad to say the truth as I really treat 'him' as friend...
I am such an idiot to be sad because of that kind of friend...
Don't know how to bring himself...
He will never get any true friends...
He don't ever treasure what you had done...
Now that the thing has come to a decision...
There is no need to think much about it anymore...
Moreover, it's not worth it for a friend with no feelings...
The end is a hard thing...
The end may also be a new beginning...
A new beginning for me too...
Thanks to the the friend that I get this experience...
It has change my view on 'friends'...
But I still want to belive it...
Only to be more carefull next time...
Hope to get a better friend...~~

F33lings @ 21072009

It is raining now...
From the morning, when I woke up...
The day is cloudy...
Somehow, this is what i feel since yesterday night...
I am just waiting for the sky to rain...
I had cried through the night...
I really hate this feeling...
Maybe i will loss a friend from that moment on...
I am very confuse...
I don't really want to loss a friend but if it didn't work out then why do we have to continue?
We have been struggling to make our friendship works out...
But I am just running from the problem and give myself lots and lots of reasons...
And that's the friendship of more than a year...
'He' told me he was very tired...
Very tired since a long time ago...
Actually I have the same feelings...
And maybe because of this...
I admit that I have not treated 'him' correctly too...
There are so much stress in this friendship...
It's been a hard time for me and 'him'...
'He' has been sad because of this friendship...
Than forcing the friendship to go on and make the both of us unhappy...
Why not end it now?
I have alr try my best to maintain this friendship...
But it just turn up this way...
I have cried many times bacause I really hate arguing...
And make our friendship turns sour...
I don't really know what to do anymore...
Now that it's in this situation...
Enough of sadness and enough of crying for a day...
Life have to goes on too...
I know I cant be sad forever...
There are other expectation that I have to met...
Start living on...
Although I may still be sad...
Because this is the first time I may have to end a friendship~~